Why does it have to hurt inside? Why do I have to cry?

The day is early, so I shall post about the night before.

Horrible night, again. It totally ruined my good mood. BUT, this time, Juliana didn't cry :D


I've became stronger :)


I kept on trying to keep myself occupied so that I won't have so much time to think about something.

Heck, I even arranged all my clothes according to types, length, colours.


I even arranged all my hangers according to colours, sizes and types. -.-


Then as I was in bed, I missed Granny suddenly. Its like I really wish I was young and she'll hug me like she used to. ( No, she is still alive and kicking -.- )


This morning was horrible too. I've woke up 15 times from 8 a.m to 2 p.m to check my inbox. Sadly, there was nothing there that I had expected for.

I'll post again later if I am feeling better (:

PS : I've feel so much better because I found a $10 note in my bag suddenly. I think I stashed it there last time. Heh.

Sigh, but my mood is still kind of rocky. I am contridicting myself. -.-

x,
Juliana